It's been nearly a month since I updated last. I suck, I'm busy, and it's also hard to stay motivated/care when I feel like basically no one is here anymore. I need to make time for blogging for me - I think I take for granted the fact that I can think of a moment from the past few years and then look up whatever details I'm struggling to remember ( Read more... )

I was basically a shitshow on Friday. A bunch of my friends from grade school have been getting together lately, they had two karaoke/party nights that I had to miss and Friday I was finally able to make it. And can I just say how fucking cool it is that I knew these people when I was like, 12 and we can still have an amazing time together? I feel ( Read more... )

*whine* I have the doctor today. I have a strange bump on the inside of my left thigh, I am THINKING it is another goddamn cyst, idk, but it hurts and it's pretty decently-sized. And it's been around for awhile, coming and going depending on irritation, like if I wear tight jeans or have a lot of sex, it tends to flare up, much like my other cyst ( Read more... )

I woke up today and felt like my throat was fucking swelling shut. It was absolutely terrifying. I went into urgent care and they did a Strep test and I knew it wasn't Strep, because I have never, in my 21 years on this earth, had Strep throat. AND GOD THAT WAS TRAUMATIC!! I have a horrible gag reflex anyway and it's swollen as fuck and she's ( Read more... )

Randy gave me some woman's number yesterday because he saw that her facebook status was "need another editor!", so I called her and she picked up the phone, "Could this be Alyssa?" And I was all, "It could! Could this be Julie?" and she was all "~It could!~" I already love her, okay. And she is really big into yoga also and owns her own studio and ( Read more... )

I has a date to a wedding on June 20! You guys, it has been ages since I've been to a wedding. Actually, no, lies, I went to my mom's second wedding like four years ago (even THAT is ages I guess, and before that it was my aunt's and that was years before even that, too) but that doesn't even count because it was more like hell than a wedding and I ( Read more... )

Can I just bitch about doctors for a second? Does anyone know why the hell the little nurses ask you a bunch of questions, like if you're allergic to any medications, if the doctor is just going to come in 5 minutes later and ask the EXACT same things? I mean, the nurse put my answers into my file, is the following doctor illiterate? Why can she ( Read more... )

I am so pissed. I had to wake up to go to the gd eye doctor on my day off. In all fairness, I did still get 14 hours of sleep. But I want MOAR ( Read more... )

Thank all of you guys who responded to my last post. I'll comment you all later but I just wanted to let you know that the few comments I have seen in my inbox so far have been extremely thoughtful and made me smile so much. Like really, today sucked and those things made me smile through all the anger and crying.

( the terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day )